Very Random to be sitting here on a sat night without having any wines. By now I would have nailed my 2nd bottle of wine... Hubby came home with 2 mates before heading out for a few drinks. I didnt feel any pangs, I even dropped them off in town. (Would never have been able to before due to drinking too much) ,
. As ive said its not about anyone else and their habits, it's purely about mine! My husband dosent drink very much at all he is one of those drinkers who can take or leave it! Man do I wish I was wired like that and not so bloody compulsive! Reality is... Im not so suck it up sweetheart and deal with it. Im feeling good although i have my fair share of knockers who cant understand why id give up drinking! They dont think ill make it but the fuckers can wait and see. I think this in itself will help to motivate me... It is very early days, lets be honest its only day 5 since i last drank. I feel good, motivated and inspired but i wont lie and say im not worried the novelty will wear off. Fingers crossed it dosent!
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