Well if there was going to be a test of my will and courage it was lastnight. A Saturday night full of celebrations and events surrounded by drinkers and people trying to break me... make me start my 13 days over tomorrow. A group of my girlfruends and i headed to a vineyard for an event luckily for me i had a pregnant friend to keep me company as we sipped our llbs and watched those around us indulge, it was surprisingly liberating being sober, not having to keep eyeing up my wineglass and how it was and weather it was obvious i was outdrinking my friends. As one of my gfs started to slip into oblivion i realised that was usually me. As the night wore on i dropped of friends and heading to the next function greeted by very drunken men, one being my hubby... wheels were falling off left right and centre and man did i cop it from some when they realised i was sober! But i didnt cave i kept thinking about how much better i was going to feel today than them. The night ended with me delivering various people home, stops at bk but here i am! I feel empowered and in control... fucked off i woke up with a shitty headcold so not quite as perky as i was hoping but... atleast i dont have a hangover to go with it. Now that would be complete arse! Another successful weekend behind me... so if your reading this blog and in your early stages... kia kaha people. Stand strong stay focussed
.... stay true to urself. Fuck Wolfie and hus mates and realise if others try to crack u.... they just need time to adjust and its about them. Not you ;) happy sunday x
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