still here...

Its been nearly 21 days since i knocked booze on the head. I am so proud of my decision and have been surprised by my willpower. Ive now been tested by being in boozy social situations and have resisted relatively well. Dont get me wrong, i would love to devour a cold bottle of sav or on a warm bottle of pinot noir... and i am still inlove with the sight of a nice looking wine glass... but i remind myself that i cannot stop at 1 glass and i never will. That in the end that goodlooking glass ends up filled with poison and i end up rst arsed and full of remorse sporting a hangover i spend my days trying to mask! I so wish i could approach alcohol in a normal manner but i cant. My friend pointed out the other day... 'im feast or famine'.... she was so right! So im choosing famine and i intend to keep it that way!